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alessiana
alessiana
been so long since i've written. and so much has happened in my life. i'm a different person then i was a few months ago, and at my age, change isn't easy i don't think.

i lost a dear friend who had been an integral part of my daily life for more then half of my life. and she died so suddenly, so unexpectedly.

i miss her so. i miss her so damn much.

she was a big, bright, shiny presense. she dominated everything around her. not because she was overly assertive, but because she was so bright.

i loved her and i don't know how i can make it without being able to talk to her. i miss her giving me solace for the loss of her. she'd be there to console me if anything bad happened in my life... but she'd not there for the worst thing.

losing her.

oh GOD i miss her. god, i miss her so much.

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From: (Anonymous) Date: August 10th, 2005 06:46 pm (UTC) (Link)

Losing Someone We Love

It's a clique but quite true. It's always hardest on the ones left behind. Even when you know it's coming, there is not really a way to prepare for the loss of someone who is a part of our lives, a part of us. I have lost people I have loved as life itself. My mother was my best friend and my soulmate. It has been many, many years now and I still miss her terribly. It does get easier with time, but it never really goes away, just hurts a lot less.
alessiana From: alessiana Date: September 1st, 2005 02:42 am (UTC) (Link)

Re: Losing Someone We Love

thank you

it's so painful, i didn't even return to see if anyone had replied. thank you.. i am so sorry for your loss.

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From: ndmzero Date: August 17th, 2005 02:28 am (UTC) (Link)

I feel for you

Aless,
We met in February at the SG con -- but I'm sure you met lots of people there.

I'm sorry for your loss.

For what it's worth -- I'm going to be in your situation soon -- my younger sister has terminal cancer and my entire family is figuring how to cope. With the level of uncertainty we have -- it's a nightmare.

Please accept my prayers for your situation - I'm afraid I haven't much else to offer.

Nancy


alessiana From: alessiana Date: September 1st, 2005 02:43 am (UTC) (Link)

Re: I feel for you

nancy, i did meet a lot of people, but i didn't forget you. how could i forget you?

thnk you for your thoughts and prayers. there isn't much anyone can do but that... not even me

thank you
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